***posteado originalmente en mi Livejournal***
These past few days I’ve been dying to write a lot of things, and I didn’t remember I had this lj to do it.
I’m tired. 22 days from now I’m going to be on an airplain flying to Europe on a trip that might change my life forever. But is not only my life that’s gonna change… because I made this decision the life of everyone that surround me is gonna change too, and I hate it. I hate it because their life are changing not because they want to, but because *I* wanted to change *mine*.
And it’s not even like that really. I just want to travel, get to know some parts of Europe, and live an experience that I might not be able to live again, because now is the right time to do it. But I don’t wanna change my life. I love my life. This year was a freakin’ great year and it was all thanks to my friends, those friends I’m “leaving behind”, those guys that I’m gonna miss so much. I wanna make that trip and I wanna come back and see my friends again. Because I’m not even in the airport yet and I’m already missing them all. Especially my group of friends, the one that kept me going through this year, that group that I *so* hope does not fall apart without us (me and the friend I’m going with) here. Because they need each other, and because I need them still together when I get back. Because I so want to come back, whether people believe me or not.
If any of you is reading this, I wanna tell you something:
1- No critiquen mi inglés, es choto pero hace mil años que no escribía en ese idioma 
2- I love you, guys, so f*cking much. You have no idea how much I do, and how much I’m gonna miss you. Gotta love the internet as the best way for us to keep in contact. Take care of each other, please, and be happy. Oh, right! and don’t you dare to replace me!! You wouldn’t want another smart, awesome, hot chick that’s not me as your friend, right? Right? RIGHT?!
A song to all my friends, follow the link.
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