I may be leaving but…
***posteado originalmente en mi Livejournal***
These past few days I’ve been dying to write a lot of things, and I didn’t remember I had this lj to do it.
I’m tired. 22 days from now I’m going to be on an airplain flying to Europe on a trip that might change my life forever. But is not only my life that’s gonna change… because I made this decision the life of everyone that surround me is gonna change too, and I hate it. I hate it because their life are changing not because they want to, but because *I* wanted to change *mine*.
And it’s not even like that really. I just want to travel, get to know some parts of Europe, and live an experience that I might not be able to live again, because now is the right time to do it. But I don’t wanna change my life. I love my life. This year was a freakin’ great year and it was all thanks to my friends, those friends I’m “leaving behind”, those guys that I’m gonna miss so much. I wanna make that trip and I wanna come back and see my friends again. Because I’m not even in the airport yet and I’m already missing them all. Especially my group of friends, the one that kept me going through this year, that group that I *so* hope does not fall apart without us (me and the friend I’m going with) here. Because they need each other, and because I need them still together when I get back. Because I so want to come back, whether people believe me or not.
If any of you is reading this, I wanna tell you something:
1- No critiquen mi inglés, es choto pero hace mil años que no escribía en ese idioma 
2- I love you, guys, so f*cking much. You have no idea how much I do, and how much I’m gonna miss you. Gotta love the internet as the best way for us to keep in contact. Take care of each other, please, and be happy. Oh, right! and don’t you dare to replace me!! You wouldn’t want another smart, awesome, hot chick that’s not me as your friend, right? Right? RIGHT?!
A song to all my friends, follow the link.
by Yellowcard
If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there’s something left to find
We’ll be miles apart
I’ll keep you deep inside
You’re always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you’re always in my heart
Now we’ve all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard (life was not this hard)
Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away
We’ll be miles apart
I’ll keep you deep inside
You’re always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you’re always in my heart
I’d give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I’d give it up for just one more day with you
I’d give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I’d give it up for just one more day with you
I’d give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up, give it all away
I’d give it up for just one more day with you
We’ll be miles apart
I’ll keep you deep inside
You’re always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you’re always in my heart
I need you now, we’re miles apart
I’ll keep you deep inside
You’re always in my heart
I need you now, we’re miles apart
I may be leaving but you’re always in my heart
Wednesday 7 November 2007 1:46 pm
You made me cry :blushes*
Yo también te quiero y te voy a extrañar bochazzzooo. Esto me cuesta horrores (aunque no lo diga) por muchas razones, pero especialmente porque ya me pasó y porque no me pasó. Porque ya “perdí” a una gran amiga, y porque me da miedo perder a otra, y a este grupo que nunca tuve antes. I hardly had actual friends.
But if you get back, I’m gonna keep us together *hugs*
Wednesday 7 November 2007 1:47 pm
awww girl *hugs*(K)(K)
You keep the group together and I’ll be back hehe.
Hace tanto que no hablamos bien, Lau y odio que esto lo hayamos tenido que sacar por acá y no personalmente, y odio irme en medio de los examenes y demás porque me gustaría sentarme a hablar bien con vos, aunque sea un ratito.
Take care, girl. Love ya.
Wednesday 7 November 2007 1:48 pm
I know, es que no es muy facil que digamos. Pero bueh. You come back or I got getcha
Saturday 10 November 2007 1:48 pm
You may be leaving but you’re coming back, I believe you
Bueno, creo que esto ya te lo dije, pero ya lo redacte asi que lo lees igual.
Practicamente toda decision importante que afecte tu vida va a afectar a los que te rodean. Se que este es un caso en que el cambio se va a notar mucho, pero en definitiva es tu vida y tenes que seguir tus sueños y aprovechar estas oportunidades porque son unicas.
Se que es dificil, pero no te sientas mal ni sientas que nos “dejas atras”, porque nos pones tambien en tu futuro.
Bueno Le, sabes que te re voy a extrañar. Pero bueno, la vamos a pilotear lo mejor posible. Y somos buenos pilotos (Bueno, yo por lo menos aprendi bocha de Han Solo y Chewie)
(Si, ya tenia que saltar con boludeces.. viste? es mas fuerte que yo)
(No, no quise decir que Star Wars sea una boludez, eh!)
Anyway, I love ya, nada va a cambiar eso.
Go, have fun, get your free vandersexxx t-shirt, and come back. With presents. We’ll be here, don’t worry.
Uff, no te podemos remplazar? Chicos, dejen de construir el Leri-bot y la Nube-bot. Aha, si, por favor empiecen el proyecto Idina-bot. Gracias.
MUACKKSSSS
abrachitos para vos y para Lau que se ponen todas tiernas.
Ficush
Saturday 10 November 2007 1:50 pm
Lau y yo nos ponemos tiernas?! Lau y yo nada más?!?! Ficusín, sos la ternura hecha persona. Y con ese humor en el medio tan característico, I love it and I love you.
De Han Solo y de Chewie? Tenés que ver de nuevo Firefly y aprender de Wash también
Thank you, F, you rock my world.
PS: Yo consigo el vandersexxx, la free t-shirt te la regalo lol.